Before I start, it’s not me that is getting married. Unfortunately I married the wrong man , and am now in the process of getting divorced, (which I am looking forward to getting) so that’s my only chance gone 😔
No this wedding are friends of my boyfriend, he is a groomsman and therefore will be in high demand. I do not know anyone going and my self confidence is nonexistent. I do not want to look like a walrus to top it off.
I hate my photo being took and have calf’s that are nearly as big as my thighs (I kid you not!) so wearing a dress will be awful and a maxi dress just makes me look like I’m wearing a tent.
Yes I am definitely getting stressed over it.
Henceforth this is my first main goal.
Right now it is 107 days or 15 weeks and three days away and I’m worried I will look awful, make my boyfriend ashamed and put my foot in it in some way or other.
The bride is stunning, her 7 bridesmaids are all slim 20ish years younger than myself and all gorgeous looking. So to top it off…
My Worse Nightmare!!!!!
I knew it was coming, did I do anything about it 3 months ago? No!!!
Bloody stupid woman I am!
So my third weigh in is tomorrow (I’m going to try another class near me with a new leader) and I have just had a sneaky look on my scales… it doesn’t look good so I had a sneaky look at the tape measure. Between 1/2 to 1 inch loss from every measurement. Well that’s not too bad!!!
Tomorrow is also payday. Woooo hoooooo!!!
So I’m going to make a list of what food I need to buy, get some gym trousers and go for a gym session with my eldest daughter. I may even treat myself to a cookbook. Big spender I am. Hopefully if I get 1lb off I will be static if not I will have to remember the tape measure results…
15 weeks, argh!!!!