Yes I lost, but only 1/2 LB
What am I doing wrong?
The leader shrugged and asked if I was going over my points. I said I hadn’t and most days I didn’t use my weeklies. I hadn’t touched any alcohol and had gone swimming 4 times each time doing a mile. Her response…
It’s a myth that exercising puts weight on, so you mustn’t be doing the diet right.
I thanked the woman, walked out of class and sat in the car for ten minutes.
I went from sad, pissed off, angry, sad again with an overwhelming urge to say fuck it.
‘I then remembered why I was trying to loose weight, and thought how stupid I would be to pack it in after two weeks.
I have struggled as money has been tight, but I have ate each day breakfast lunch and evening meal, something I didn’t do before.
So home I went, and admitted to my boyfriend how much I had lost with his response of…
Better than putting it on!
And decided that I must try harder.
I also took my measurements and decided to focus on the long run and finding a new group to go to. I now know why the group was so small. She made me feel awful and that yes I had only started swimming but even so I know women that don’t do anything and eat loads and loose plenty too.
I decided to record my measurements ( yes I know I should have done this on day one) and on the last day of February I am going to redo them and hopefully even if you can not tell at the scales you will in inches.
I don’t feel very happy with myself and I’m sure you are supposed to be more motivated in the beginning. Here’s hoping that it will finally come off a bit more, I get more motivated and stop stressing over it. My first main goal is only 15weeks away! I must get some weight off for then!